Fog

I have felt for the last week and a half or so as if I was walking around in a fog.  Constantly dizzy, never seeing clarity. And I was getting frustrated with everything.  I couldn't sit through my classes or drive one speed on the road.  


Last night I was driving home from a very confusing small group.  It  seemed like no question was getting answered and it made the fog in my head worse. And to top it off, I felt like I was being pushed into something that I had no idea about.  (which is where I need to learn to be more assertive I guess).  


So my fog continued. And then, I had the worst drive back.  It was so foggy on the way from Brockport to Churchville that I could barely see 10 feet in front of me at times.  And being that there are always deer running across the road, it made me very nervous.  So I'm driving along and all of a sudden, I hit this area where all of the house/porch lights on the street seemed to be catching the fog in a strange way. It made it look like there were car lights headed straight for me. So I got really freaked out. And started to cry...driving down the road...with fog that I couldn't see through.  


And then it hit me.  


Whether physical or mental, fog is dangerous.  You can't see clearly, respond rationally, and it can take away your trust that God will protect you from danger.  It can slip in anywhere that there is a crack in your armor and distract you long enough for the enemy to feed you lies.  And the worst part?  That it sticks and lingers.


Just a thought.