Into the wild...

While driving to pick up a friend this afternoon from downtown Rochester I had time to think...more than usual.  I thought about the recent introduction I allowed for my parents to have with my amazing boyfriend of now 3 months and some change :]  But after all of that I felt as though in the end I had even let my own family in to close.  There judgements and moments of intervention for the rest of the time I was home on break was personally overwhelming.  It seemed as though they couldn't conceptualize the decision I was making, and that I was truly happy. But on this particular drive today I thought of this,  I was beginning to discover something new...I was going into my own wild and nobody else will be able to experience that except for me.

Now don't get me wrong I revere the words of the wise but there comes a time when they are simply that, just words.  Don't worry I will never be so in love that I will forsake all that I know or have been guided in, but there does come a time when I must grow and see beyond what others see into something greater.  Who really knows the plans that God has for us?  How can they possibly recognize the vastness of it in such short amounts of time, even when you can't?  These are simply questions that I thought about and meditated on.  I allowed for my thoughts to reach those murky muddled grounds that they seldom go.  And although sometimes it may seem full of brush and prickly annoying things we must go there in order to discover who we really are.  

In the end I think going into the wild doesn't mean you lose all capability to comprehend right from wrong it just means you are willing to take risk at a greater and wiser aptitude. So now it seems that I will be going into my own wild, whether any one or everyone understands it doesnt matter.  I have a greater power with me, stronger than the authority of kings and queens and bigger than the entire universe.  With time we will all see, and for me I think I'm ready to take an adventure like never before.